Mind Map by Stefaan Conrad

For several weeks now, I would say that I’ve been in a sort of creative limbo; not ready to take the leap of moving on to the next step.

When it comes to shooting the kind of outdoor scenes and activities that I’m after, countless variables come into play. Of course, I’m relying on another person, weather can make or break my shots (not to mention smoke), time of day determines the vibe of the story, and other people or crowds can cause other problems.

The next step is layout and design and I am set to get that under way before the next break from school.

I’d love to use geography as the thread that runs throughout the book. I’m a very spacial thinker and feel drawn to relating things to each other in a physical way. Design elements like line maps, topographical imagery, and latitude and longitude coordinates are ways that I can bring the individual stories together. I'm working on exploring how to create those design elements.

I’m gone all Christmas which is somewhat inopportune when it comes to having several weeks to get some good work done on my project. Stay tuned for some New Zealand and Australia pictures while I’m traveling!

In the mean time, enjoy that last fall colors of our beautiful valley before the rains.



Bee Hive by Stefaan Conrad

I finally made it to the Bee Hive!

After over a year of planning, watching, thinking, and wishing, I took a buddy and a camera and went out to where the sun first hits the Palisades. We left campus super early, drove for 20 minutes, rode for an hour, and posted up before the sun even rose. High on the ridge we were able to watch the light sneak into the sky and, as the sun crested the ridge on the far side of Berryessa, we took some sweet sunrise shots. Here’s a sneak peak of what it looked like up there.

Side note: anyone want to have a picnic up here above the valley? Let me know, because I’m down.


Intention by Stefaan Conrad

I ran across a quote this week by Galen Rowell, a prolific climber and photographer of the past half a century. His work is incredible and he firmly believes in less gear making for better work.

The quote reads:

The odds of winning the state lottery are better than those of randomly walking up to the optimum position for a photograph.”

This affirms my recent thought process regarding how to make my next set of images. Optimum positions for making great work wont just happen to me. I need to premeditate, plan, scout, and then execute when I’ve put all the pieces in place.

Tomorrow I’m going to a spot which I’ve been looking forward to finding for over a year. There’s a ridge that is visible from both PUC and the valley floor and it is catches the first rays of sun in a way that’s been motivating me to get out there someday. Well, tomorrow is that day. I scouted the spot earlier this week and it has some incredible views. I could see the water of lake Berryessa, PUC campus, Mt. Diablo, Napa, St. Helena, and Calistoga all from one spot.

Hope to share some shots next week.

Here is a snap from my kayaking expedition last week.

Am I Unique? by Stefaan Conrad

A few weeks ago I wrote out my thoughts on my thesis. Following that post, I had a presentation to the faculty of the art department which was a chance for me to receive feedback from my professors. The comments on my presentation and my idea came back and they all had a similar critique.

“As artists we all have our own unique ways of seeing things that excite us. What is your unique view of this particular aspect of your life? “

“…it [seems] like you haven't found your unique contribution to the subject matter yet.”

“How is your project going to cover any new ground in comparison to these similar projects?”

“I feel like this is a watered down version of what you have the potential to do for your thesis project.”

“What is it about your work and vision that will differentiate it? “

Reading these comments was hard. Thinking about it was discouraging. My mind was coming up blank with ways to respond to the critiques.

I can’t discount the feedback, however. These words are coming from my mentors and professors who know what I should be able to produce and what kind of work I am capable of. On the other hand, if I am trying to break into a genre of photography and a level of project depth with which I have no experience, should I already know exactly how I’m going to be different from the field that’s already out there? Or does the development of my voice come with the development of my project?

I don’t know right now what my voice will be at the end of all this and I don’t know how each individual shoot will contribute to the message of my project as a whole. Instead of waiting for a moment of divine inspiration or to suddenly realize what my uniqueness will be, I’m going to keep shooting and keep chasing the look I’m after.

It’s hard to receive critiques, everyone struggles with that to some degree. I hope to keep this feedback in mind and push myself to figure out what I, as an artist, want to say. I have faith that I’ll find my own way to be different.

Here’s a quick drone panorama I captured this week. Here on the Holy Hill we have some of the most gorgeous fall mornings. Angwin starts out shrouded in a cloud but, as the sun hits the hills, the clouds break and give the valley a mystical and beautiful light.


Sandstone Waves by Stefaan Conrad

The first image collection trip of the school year is in the books!

A group of climbers and I took a speedy overnight out to a state park along the coast called Salt Point. The north end of the park features a prominent rock which is striped with climbing routes that start just above the waves of the Pacific.

It was an amazing experience being able to capture the power of the ocean against the stability of solid stone while having climbers delicately balanced between the two forces.

Projected for the next couple of weeks will be a series of photo trips to find some more beautiful locations where the talents of gifted athletes are honed by mother nature herself.

In the meantime, here is one shot from the weekend. I don’t plan to post all my content or my best content because I see some merit in reserving that for the final project. Thus, a side-shot for now.


Thesis Development by Stefaan Conrad



I’m back…which is sad to say because I didn’t intend to be away from blogging in the first place. However, the past is behind and school has started, thus, now I must get myself in gear and pull together all the strings of my senior thesis.

As many of you know, I’m an athlete. Not because I love competition (I do), but because I love to push myself. However, running farther, biking faster, and pushing harder is only one part of what keeps me coming back to an active lifestyle. The other side of the coin is the where aspect of being active. I’m blessed to have an able body with which I can get out and be an athlete. I’m even more blessed to live in a county/region/state with so much beauty and so many stunning outdoor opportunities to experience. Thus, the question which I hope to tackle with my thesis:

How do I share what I feel it means to experience athleticism in nature with people who don’t have the same opportunities?

I want to approach this question by focusing (yay puns) my images on landscapes with an influence of athlete. I have experience shooting content focused on the athlete; close-ups, tight action shots, motion oriented, etc. I want to step back, think big, and make nature the hero — for without the incredible platform that Mother Nature provides, none of what we do would be possible (we meaning both athletes and photographers).

The previous paragraphs is a simple summary of the kind of content I plan to create. However, endgame goals are important to keep in mind while shooting. My dream is to design a print publication in a magazine style that will showcase not only a collection of landscapes, but a personal connection between each of the athletes pictured and the nature that they immerse themselves in. To do this I will create support content for the key landscape images as well as collect written stories and vignettes from the athletes themselves to add their personal perspective to their story.

How is this project going to push me as a photographer, designer, creator, and artist? This is what I’ve been mulling over quite a bit for the past weeks and months. In a way, I have at least a little bit of experience in every aspect of this project. However, I have never engaged in an endeavor which combines each of these bits of skill and experience.

I’ve made images as individual pieces. I’ve made small collections of images that go together and support each other. I will be challenged to maintain a cohesive look over the next months of shooting such that my images can be arranged in a successful way within a publication.

I’ve designed individual spreads. I’ve collaborated on book projects with a team. I will be stretched to apply my basic layout experience to engineer the best skeleton with which to showcase my images. Layout choices I make will undoubtedly set the tone for how viewers experience my photography.

I’ve tried my hand at type and vector design. I’ve designed a few stand alone graphic logos/icons. I will have to learn how to utilize type and vectors to work well within a layout as well as support the photography throughout the publication.

My work is cut out for me. I hope it will be enough of a project to amount to something worth calling my senior thesis. I hope I’ll put in the time necessary to make it what I dream it can be.

For those of you that made it this far, (mom, Aunt Carol, Mama Sue) thank you for reading! I appreciate the support and it really means a lot that there are people who read my posts.

Of course, I can’t end a blog post without something tasty to look at. Here are a few shots from my summer and the recent week of being back in NorCal.

Goat Rock by Stefaan Conrad

Finally, my project for this quarter, Goat Rock, is wrapped up and finished! I presented it to the class this week which marked the official end of the project. If you'd like to see the physical final piece, you'll have to come find me and take a peek. I made this short video to go along with my presentation so I thought I'd share it here as well. 

I aim to continue posting content here on a regular basis throughout the summer. I need to be shooting as much as possible and I have several goals relating to my senior thesis that I'll have to keep working towards. Stay tuned for my summer adventures!


Signatures by Stefaan Conrad

My Junior Studio project is due in a week. Thus, the final steps are in progress. I have all the spreads printed from the copy center and all that is left to do is to fold, assemble, staple, and trim each zine. I have prints enough for 10 copies which leaves me with 60 pages to fold one by one! Here are a few process shots just to set the scene. Little video coming next week! 

Yosemite by Stefaan Conrad

Two weekends ago I spent Mother's Day with family in Sunriver, one of my favorite places on earth with which I'm very familiar with. It was great to be in a place that I feel at home in and yet be far away from the school life. 

This past weekend I experienced a great contrast from that; I went camping in the Sierras and got to experience Yosemite Valley for the first time! We planned for thunderstorms and rain but we were blessed with gorgeous weather and incredible views. It's a little late to be just getting on the Yosemite train but I'm glad I was able to finally visit. Here a few pictures from the weekend. Enjoy!

Publication Layout by Stefaan Conrad

Week 7 of the quarter is about the time which I need to start the final stages of my project. Thus, layout and printing have been in the works over the past couple of days. I spend the weekend playing with different layout approaches and organizing my pages. The start of this week has had me placing my images and communicating with the print shop about paper finish, weight, and size. I've gotten the first proof made up but there is still plenty to do before it starts coming together the way I'd it to. 

As layout and printing lack images being made, here are some of the shots that are going into the 'zine. A little sneak peak, if you will. Enjoy!

Napa Valley Gnarnians by Stefaan Conrad

Warning: Fun Side Project Ahead!

(Studio project update slotted for next week, fear not!)

A few weeks ago, my Fisher Hall desk neighbor, Drew, came to me with a fantastic proposition; design a logo for his group of running buddies who call themselves The Napa Valley Gnarnians. Drew and his pals are quite incredible at what they do. He's won 100 mile races, competed with professionally sponsored athletes in 50 mile races, and climbs some of the sendiest routes in the area. Those races, I should mention, are running races...with his feet. There's been times where he's crushed out a marathon distance as training and still made it to church on time. Needless to say, I think some of these superhuman feats allow for the term Gnarnians (derived from gnarly) to be used for these guys. 

He gave me some sketches of what he had in mind and I rendered it and worked the text in. Yes, it's somewhere between elementary and grotesque but we thought it fit the vibe pretty well. Anyway, we ordered stickers and had the logo printed on a few pair of running shorts for the boys. We passed out the 250 stickers (yes, some ended up in the Atlas up at Walla Walla University) and started seeing it pop up on random water bottles, cars, and laptops.

Many have been stoked to have a free sticker but they ask, 'what's a Gnarnian?' I'll answer that question by quoting Drew; "Anyone can be a Gnarnian!" There's no requirements. You don't even have to live in the Napa Valley. It's a vibe. It's an attitude. It's the passion for going out, doing something new, and pushing farther than before. 

Rob Andrew, another Gnarnian, summed it up with a pre-run statement the other week, "I just wanna go far and suffer a little!"

Who knows...maybe we'll make shirts if enough people want them. 

ND Experiments by Stefaan Conrad

Last weekend I went back out to the coast...all by myself. Several people asked me if that was boring and lonely but, honestly, I had a blast! I listened to an audio book and took my time making pictures. I wanted to have no pressure from anyone else so I didn't bring anyone. 

I spent the hours with my camera on a tripod taking long exposures. Yes, long exposures during day time...made possible by accessories called neutral density filters. Basically, these are like sun glasses for your camera. On my trip, I layered up three pieces of darkened glass in front of my lens to drastically cut down on the amount of light allowed into my camera. By so restricting the available light, I compensated by leaving my shutter open for times upwards of four and a half minutes. I have yet to develop many of the shots I took but here's a couple that I've done a few minutes of corrections on. Enjoy!

Branding by Stefaan Conrad

Little side projects give me a tiny break from the rest of what school brings. Finding ways to release my creative energy in a direction that I find joy and for a project that is purely for me is great fun. Last week I was turned on to the idea of creating a watermark that I could slap onto my images with ease. I spent 15 minutes experimenting and I'm pretty stoked with what I came up with in such a short time. Here are a few sample images with the file plugged into my Lightroom export menu (so it does everything automatically for me). 

Silverado Mine by Stefaan Conrad

Partially due to feedback from my peers and friends and partially due to my subconscious  curiosities, I decided to pursue the idea of creating a small magazine documenting the bouldering lifestyle as seen along the Northern California Coast. This past weekend I went up to Mt St Helena to do some climbing. The site we visited is called Silverado mine and is the remnants of what used to be a gold and silver ore mine in the mid- to late-1800's. The network of tunnels below the surface has been closed for over half a century but at the surface remains a jutting rock face that has a deep gouge through the middle, creating a sort of rock hallway on the mountain side. Although bouldering and climbing have a very different visual aesthetic, I brought my camera to practice capturing the lifestyle aspect. Here are a few of the ones I liked from the afternoon. 

Santa Cruz by Stefaan Conrad

Here are some shots from my weekend trip to Santa Cruz. I put my camera in monochrome mode just to push myself to think differently. Had a blast using some different light tricks.

Note: Although the camera records a black and white image while in monochrome mode, it still writes a file with the color information in the scene, hence, the color in the eyes in the first image.

Norway by Stefaan Conrad

As a new quarter starts, so does a new photography project. I have several ideas, none of them I feel particularly drawn to over the others. Here are the short and sweet versions of each and, hopefully, all of you that read this will leave a comment about what you want to see here on my blog. 

  1. Lifestyle mini-magazine about bouldering along the NorCal coast. (Tentative name: Boulder Coast) This is also a possible senior thesis idea but expanded to a full magazine of course.
  2. Exploration of color and emotional expression through choice in clothing and colored smoke bombs. Key ingredient here; smoke bombs. (No idea on final presentation here)
  3. Portraits of the people that work and shop at Angwin Dorcas, the local consignment shop. This would piggy-back on another class project relating to volunteer hours.

Comment a 1, 2, or 3 if you'd like to see me take on one of these three concepts. If you have a particularly saucy idea that I have neglected to ponder then share that with me, I'd love the suggestions for future projects.

That's all for school things until next week when I have a project update.

Following is a brief note on my spring break experience.

I was fortunate enough to be able to spend the week with my girlfriend in Norway. She's pretty cool. She's also Norwegian, hence the destination. We saw a new city, tried a mancake, climbed frozen mountains, took a 7 hour train ride, explored Oslo, hung out with family, went cross country skiing, and ate more waffles than I've had in my life. (Okay not that many waffles...but there were a lot of waffles) Here are just a few snaps from the trip. Enjoy! 

Printing by Stefaan Conrad

The time of the quarter has come where dead week is upon me. Usually this doesn't mean much of a change for an art student. We go from working on projects to working on finishing projects. Of course, that means I'm in the closing stages of this project. YAY! I've started running some test prints to see if the lighting and color comes out on paper like it does on screen and that process is hard to show here on the blog. My file is too large to upload the composite print so I've photographed it in our viewing box.

My advisor recommended that to integrate the two locations even more I could rearrange the 6 small frames on the bottom to create some crossover and I really like what that did to the overall composition. A few touchups here and there and I should be well on my way to having this set wrapped up and done for!

*Excuse the tape and the glare, this is just a quick shot to give you an idea of what the final (larger) print will be like.

*Excuse the tape and the glare, this is just a quick shot to give you an idea of what the final (larger) print will be like.

Gap Work by Stefaan Conrad

I have some pretty talented friends. One of which has already been represented on my blog a few weeks ago; Alex. This week he was stoked to get out and ride for me yet again. We went to place in the forest which I personally call the Jump Graveyard. I've coined it this because years and years ago, the underbrush was dug through and some rather impressive jumps were built which, to use a millennial term, are quite sendy. Alex, being pretty much a professional bike racer didn't hesitate to hit some of these gaps for me. As I was shooting him on one gap, he would finish the jump just to keep hitting bigger gaps each time we took another run, eventually stringing together 3 plus gaps each being 15-20 feet in clearance. Needless to say I was impressed! Here's a quick GoPro edit of one of the gaps we were working with.

Anyway, enough story telling. Here are some of the images I got from the shoot. 

I did settle on one image which I wanted to work on for my final project. You may not like the choices I made but my intention behind adjusting the image as such his to create a final presentation that is as cohesive as possible. This means that my images from this shoot need to match as closely the lighting, color, and emphasis as the image from last weeks post. Here is what I've worked on thus far. 

Bike trails 3.jpg

I'm still in the process of color correcting the tighter shots to make sure that those fit in as cohesively as possible with the final presentation. Stay tuned next week to see how the presentation comes along this week. 

Thanks for reading! I appreciate you all. 

Post Process by Stefaan Conrad

This week I didn't get a chance to go out and shoot...yet. However, I did spend a little time looking at some of the suggestions I got on this image from two weeks ago. Several responses lead me to look into removing even more details from the asphalt and . After working smoothing things out I really like the changes.

Here I have an interesting view of my photoshop file. I have several screenshots cycling through showing you what the layers look like built from the ground up; starting with the base image out-of-camera, removing the stand, fixing blemishes and marks on the bike and asphalt, a small curves adjustment, and finally a dodge/burn layer to manually take control of the highlights and shadows. 

Suggestion: take a few seconds to watch this gallery cycle through several times, noting the layer additions and how it changes the image.


After the photoshop work I go back into Lightroom where I work on global adjustments. In the gallery below I have the image I shared two weeks ago juxtaposed with the most recent iteration after several rounds of photoshop. I've grown to like this one more and more as I tweak and adjust it. Hope you enjoy seeing some of the process that goes into producing an image of this sort. 


Environmental by Stefaan Conrad

This week was almost too busy to get out and shoot but early this morning I remedied that with a quick trial run with Alex on some trails behind the dorms. I wanted to see what it was like taking a few shots with my own strobes versus using natural sunlight while out on the trails. It was freezing cold and my fingers wouldn't function but I'm happy with how this first shoot went. 


Here is the shot I worked up using a little bit of strobe power. There is a flash in the bushes on rider left with a small umbrella to soften the light and give it a little more natural feel. The sky in the background was blown out so I put in a hint of a sunrise which I haven't decided wether or not I like. We'll see how far I take this one.  


This one is using just the early morning sunlight to bring Alex out of the background. I had him pull up off the ground just as he rode out of the shade. Having him in the air gives it a more dynamic and active feel. 

I hope to get out and shoot again this week and, of course, I'll put up what I create here next week. Enjoy!